Sunday, 30 December 2012

Being Kind

Shame shimmers at the edges of my love.
A soft hand glides over my waist:
I remember I am a sensual being.

The beat of music is a mismatch:
My body is slow, tender.
I honour the rhythm that is my own.

I must dance to be still;
Be held for muscles to soften;
Gaze at another to see myself.

For the first time I am completely honest
With men I love,
And one in whom I have no interest.

Monday, 24 December 2012

Silly Xmas Limerick

Here is a poem for Christmas.
You can test it for absurdity with litmus!
I've not got the time
To find another rhyme
So I think I'll just say Merry Kissmas!

Sunday, 23 December 2012

Am I Not Still

Before you ask me
What is wrong
When I am crying,
Ask yourself
If you wonder
What is right
When I smile.
Before you think
My anger defines
Today
Ask me if
I've also known
Peace.
The fact I have wept
Every day for a year
Has no less or more
Bearing
On how I am
Than my hourly giggles.
If my eyes are not bright
Am I not still
Myself?

Sonnet: Taking A Chance

I repeated the old words too often.
Now shadows of their former potency
Have delivered a still grey fog to me.
It was sent by God I know to soften
Wounds: new, ancient, shallow, deep, wretched sore;
To soothe the guilt of not doing. Being
Is a kiss caress, I am now seeing.
Compelling all the same but much less raw -
I forgot it had slipped; that it's still there.
I wish for baths of many colours: breath
Of green, blue diamond feet; rainbow of death:
Dense earth bones cascading up princess hair.
I surely wish to bore you with my dance:
This is the deepest dive, the biggest chance.

Friday, 21 December 2012

Hurly Pearly Limerick

There once was a lady named Pearl
Whose favourite thing was to twirl.
She thought it was a winner
To do it after dinner
But it made her fall over and hurl!

Thursday, 20 December 2012

Global Codependence and the Old Myth

The world is going to end
The world is going to change
We are going to change
We are waiting for a change
Something big
Something sudden
A big bang
A new messiah
Something to lift us
Something to save us
From the mess 
We have created
For ourselves.
If only enough people
Will believe
In one moment
One belief
The world will change.

Of course
The chosen few
Will ascend
To new levels
Of denial of the dark
While others are left 
To feel their feelings
For them.
Some will live
Some will die
Most will just carry on.
Someone will get to say
I told you so
And won't we all
Be better off for that.
Children terrified by the myth
Will draw a breath,
Learn that 
Part of humanity
Is the need to believe
The need to be saved
And maybe the big change
So many hope for
Will be
An awakening to the idea
That the only one
Can save you
Is yourself.

Simple Things

Simple.
Such simple things.
A hand to hold;
A smile,
A wave:
Simple things make a day worthwhile.

Teaching,
Learning,
It's never too late to try.
A hug of comfort
Changes a life;
Love makes it easy
To be kind.